Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Friends


Same place but diffrent 
month and day.



Feel ..



You're always here to brighten up my day.. 
(yeahhh rightt) 
You're always here when I need you..
(hhmm.. are you sure?)

15 mints later..

Only three words I could to say to you.
I love you!
(really?)

Figure it out! 








Monday, March 1, 2010

Ugly Truth Part 1

Truth?? 
I don't know what are you thinking. 
I don't know what are you trying to do. What is your intention? 
I don't know how I felt towards you.. 
I don't know that this is right or not. 
What are you trying to tell me?
Am I good enough for you? or I'm not? 
Let me guess.

These words keep pop-ing in my head. Round and round and round.
I'm trying to figure it out. I'm trying to figure YOU out.
I guess I never have the change to figure you out because you were never around. 
You were never around when I need you.
You were never here.
Never.

So, what am I suppose to do?
Maybe Its not the time.
Maybe its not the time for me to figure you out.
I won't want to hope so much. 

I feel so lost.
I do think of you everyday.
BUT not every minute, every second.
I feel like there's nothing there to feel at all.
I feel that when I say I love you, those three words.
After saying it, I said to myself? Are you sure? 

Honestly,
Am I in love with you??
That's the funny thing.